Aug 08, 2005 18:18
All I had to do was spend a little less time this morning sleeping and get up at 7am for Maroon Roundup and suddenly its like my entire day is ruined. I swear, I was like the incredible hulk today (except female, smaller, and less green, but you get the picture). Actually...I mean its not like that was the only thing that was bugging me. I never went to my Roundup or whatever, i mean not really. I was there for the last few minutes of mine when i wasnt even sure I'd be going to that school. That day I had to go before a lawyer and tell them my life's story and what parent I wanted to live with and why. That day when it was just a tease, because i wanted to go to AHS sooooo baaaad because generations of my family had, and it seemed unreal that someday I could possibly walk down those hallways as alumni. Its funny now to me that I could possibly be so jaded when going to this school was my "life's dream". All things considered, I'm a complete moron.
Also, wtf? Peter Jennings died?
PS; women, like this stupid Kay O'Conner, piss me off like no other:
"I'm an old-fashioned woman. Men should take care of women, and if men were taking care of women today, we wouldn't have to vote."
EDIT//:it's really funny...the only time i feel really "spiritual" anymore is on dark summer nights [like tonight] when i stand in the middle of my yard, and [with my eyes closed] lift my palms to the sky. I can't explain it, but its the most beautiful feeling ever; you should try it sometime.