Nov 24, 2004 15:22
omg....i never thought the one guy in your life that will never really hurt you could hurt you so bad.Isnt a father susposed to tell you he loves you and your preety no matter how bad you look.....i fi=ought with my dad before and we've both said things that we didnt mean but now i mean this when i say he can go to hell and effing rot for all i care.
i always wanted to be able to rely on him and trust him now i dont even wanna look at him.
Ok i know im not the hottoest person in the world or the skinnyist and ive always been sel-concious(sp?) about my looks and my dad knows that and he knows that im very sensitive........and he has the nerve to say the cruleist things to me (i dont wanna repeat them it hurts so bad)
Why am i never good enough for you? Why do you always critisize me for the way i look? Go to hell and burn I HATE YOU