For You I Bleed Myself Dry
For some strange reason that lyric makes sense for a lot of things going on right now. School started the 22nd keeping me extremely busy yet again. Stats is hard, science is boring, and Laura(my writing teacher) is pounding us with work. So with the little free time I have to try to relax, write, do my homework, and see my friends, and well of course engage in sin with Pookie. And a lot has been going on well where should I start. Hmm how about Kari. Yeah she's this ex of Liz's who seemed to be flirting with me, and was suppossed to come hang out last friday night. Well she flaked out, but it didn't bother me too much. Jackie called and wanted to hang out. So she did and we would up going to Tranz which was a good time for the most part. I was showered with compliements and got to be in VIP, but got hit on hard by too many guys. And fucking Josh tried to make out with me. This why I HATE GOING TO CLUBS WITHOUT ALVIE!!! He keeps them away so I can dance and actully have a better time. I walked home and barely fir my head through the door which was needed because of the tension the first week of school, and the coldplay show put on me. Yeah another reason I used this lyric, when they played yellow I made the mistake of getting caught in the moment and kissing up to alvie during the "you know I love so" lyric. He responded with "please don't" which brought tears to my eyes being exhausted since I had 4 hours of sleep. But everything blew over and we're okay. In fact Saturday was wonderful. Watching lost, and getting high is a good time. But what was a better was geting the long, hot sex I needed. No anderson's that thursday because of coldplay =(! Then Jackie started causing drama for what I do not know why. Probably some jealously issue. Or probably the fact she considers me her best friend and the last thing I consider her is mine. Sorry. And I'm not dropping everything when she calls I could care less. I have Pookie and Stephanie in my best friend slots. Speaking of which pookie wrote a great entry about the first time he wrote, and he wooed this girl with his words. And I remember how I wooed him with mine. Since my writing is getting better I hope to wow him again. Atleast make him think I'm a that wonderful writer he met a long time ago. I think my writing went down. But with some rest I got ideas. And espisode 23 of lost made me bawl my eyes out, and make me love the people I love even more. For everyone I care about and you should know who are you, I want to say, I love you and appreciate you, and I wouldn't be here without you.