computer is broken
Hey all my computer has been broken so I haven't been updating. I don;t know when the problem will be fixed. Summer months have been difficult. Turns out I will be going to school this fall which is wonderful considering I didn;t think I could go. Alvaro fell out of love with me which is awful although we are still seeing each-other. Our two year aniversary is on wedneday, and I've been looking foward to it, although I doubt he sees it the same way I do. It;s hard to look at him, knowing how he feels, and knowing how I feel. I think I'm getting crazier. Yet now I'm, back in therapy. Strange it seems I did better without the doctors. I needs meds. Have to wait until september for that. Meanwhile I just want to drown my troubles in a fat joint. Problem is I don't have one. I've been cutting down on pot too. But being manic without downers sucks. I have issues sleeping and eating. So now I'll get even thinner which sucks like no other.