Jan 02, 2005 12:52
he broke up with me. he ripped out everything i was. for good reason more for his reason i guess. i understand but i dont agree...
what we had was so beautiful...
i wish my heart would stop bleeding
stop beating
stop being
i want him to comeback.... i want him see what we had
i want so much
maby im selfish or mabey i just dont want to hurt anymore
he was the one i had the one i put everything into the one i loved for the first time the one the one the one...
make this pain go away... stop my crying... kiss me again please... lay with me and respond to my i love you with i know.... lay with me.... i want to find the peace i found in your bed again.... come back to me
i sit and cry and miss that one bedroom apartment his blankets.... i see james and how he misses stefan and how he dosent understand and i see how i dont understand too