i am ready i am ready
this is to my baby who by the way will never read this.....
i feel myself sinking when u kiss me and turn away in a way that tells me u didnt feel it. when im laying on your chest and about to fall even harder you move me and make fun of my socks....
im starting to learn this selfless love thing.... rarely do i ever recive what you have to give and even then its fuzzy and complecated....
you will never know how i love you
you will never know
at the end of the day whe i get into bed.... ur the one i think of.... ur the one i silently thank god for....
now im crying i wish u were here
i know your faults that u try to deny... i know how you dont get close.. and how you cant take anything seriously
i love u still
your everthing iv always wanted and never wanted at the same time.
but that dosent matter.....
really....
the love inside has never been because i smile everytime i see you its because when ur not looking... im looking and i see somthing so beautiful it stings my eyes......
i wish i could stop crying
i feel myself sinking when u kiss me and turn away in a way that tells me u didnt feel it. when im laying on your chest and about to fall even harder you move me and make fun of my socks....
im starting to learn this selfless love thing.... rarely do i ever recive what you have to give and even then its fuzzy and complecated....
you will never know how i love you
you will never know
at the end of the day whe i get into bed.... ur the one i think of.... ur the one i silently thank god for....
now im crying i wish u were here
i know your faults that u try to deny... i know how you dont get close.. and how you cant take anything seriously
i love u still
your everthing iv always wanted and never wanted at the same time.
but that dosent matter.....
really....
the love inside has never been because i smile everytime i see you its because when ur not looking... im looking and i see somthing so beautiful it stings my eyes......
i wish i could stop crying