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May 30, 2008 02:11

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kinksterr May 31 2008, 00:11:48 UTC
I'm glad you like me too! My writting is pretty poor sometimes. I'd really like to improve in making it a little bit cohesive and I may need to let go my favorite words too.

I am a lot more funny irl. My humor with my voice and expressions make a little bit more sense and it's less annoying. Less forced sounding I think. It's unfortunate because also most of why people think I'm funny is because sometimes I don't talk very much but when I perform slightly difficult tasks... It's something similar to Mr. Bean I think.

I'm sorry to disappoint you that I smoke. I used to be very against drugs myself. I didn't take a single sip of alcohol and not even a cigarette. But then I moved to San Francisco... and I met some facinating people from around the world. The first people I met that did drugs not just get "fucked up" but for something more. I know most would roll their eyes at this statement, but it can be really enlightening and you really learn a whole lot about yourself you never knew before. I did reject it for awhile. I used to say "I'll never do drugs or alcohol ever in my life. I'm happy just the way it is and I'm not going to risk loosing it" But I feel like I was missing out on a basic human experience so I did it and now sort of enjoy it from time to time. I wish I didn't feel like such a fraud though.

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9ah June 1 2008, 22:39:13 UTC
i can't use a lot of my favorite words because i don't know how to spell them to the extent that spell check doesn't even know what i'm talking about. i really like words.

hmmm... i think i know what you mean.

i've never touched a cigarette... i drink sorta. i have been drunk once, and i have a thing for morning drinking... i've never touched anything else, and i see how it effects others in good and bad ways, and really i'm just not interested. the positive things people seem to find when high (mostly referring[pun intended] to pot) i can get without drugs. i think. i mean i'm sure it would be different then... me... being me, but i don't feel like i'm missing anything. i'm not even really against drugs though i do judge people negatively for using them. it's like if i don't like someone shirt i'm not going to not be their friend, but i may question their fashion sense for at least a couple minutes.

then there is the whole thing about how i try and eat really well, and take good care of my body because i use it for lots of stuff, so i don't want to be putting drugs in it. i don't care what others put in their bodies.

dancing is my drug of choice.

ummm.... yeah.

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