oh helena!
My Crush on Helena Bonham Carter started years ago when I watched [a developed an obsession with] Big Fish, but after seeing Sweeny Todd & Fight Club [for the first time!] and listening to the Sweeny Todd soundtrack last night, I think I am in love.
and to completely change gears, the other night, I got drunk with some friends and had a serious epiphany. Not even joking, I felt a need to confess my soul onto tony full length mirror so I wrote this whole self-truth epiphany right on it [its ok, it fits his decor] where I said, "We sit around and self medicate and act like its nothing, like its just something we do for no reason other then it just needs to be done. When really we all get together to help ease the feelings in our chest that scream out for passion & truth. Something to show us what to do to be great. After millions of years of evolution how far have we really come? Like the cavemen painted in caves & created gods from their nature, we're creating to try to express emotions we barely understand & trying to look for the big power the drives us all"
and thats just a small potion of what i said, swear to god, afterwards I felt like I just got done speaking in tongues.