Mar 01, 2005 22:18
Well good grief so much freaking crap has happened to me in the last month! Well my b/f broke up with me cause he said he was getting way too attached before he had to go away to college.. then I found out that my bestfriend only has at the most 6 months to live; she's had cancer for like 9 years gah it really sucks and it hasnt hit me yet I still think she's gonna get better she's sooo strong... but yet in the back of my mind I know she isnt. So ive been under alot of hidden stress. I try to stay positive or atleast on the outside everyone is freaking out and crying and I'm not. or havent except once. Putting my school work with everything. Then Ive been sick. Well I'm down to 105 lbs. THANK GOODNESS! not there but getthing there.. slowly.. but surely I will. Ive started my thinspiration notebook. Man- Its addictive I will just stare at it or cut out pics and put in it. I swear... I am in dire need of a vacation or some drugs. I swear.. omg speaking of drugs... not what I meant but I took trimspa the other day of my friends... I dunno if it works... well yeah im gonna go do some tae bo.
<3,
Hannah
Keep on Smilin...
Smile and think thin.