depression is almost killing again!
today i got really depressed i don't know why. i feel like killing myself. chevy says it's the cause of chevy withdrawls i haven't seen her in weeks. i love my boyfriend to death. that's one good thing in my life. i'm fat now it's gross i'd like to be thin. i shall be anorexic. or something along the lines of that. i went to lunch with keith and brennen the other day and after i ate i went to the bathroom and brennen asked if was going to go barf cuz he thinks i'm bulemic. i hate people