Jul 17, 2004 14:59
so lastnight i had my worst drinking night EVERY. i drank about 1/4 bottle of tequilla and 2 smirnoffs i was feeling pritty cool even though i had lost my walking capabilities. then pat pulled out the weed i had about 3 or 4 good hits.
i had my last drink at about 10 so i drank all that stuff in less then an hour. well i had to be home at 12 but i couldn't walk and i was in the bathroom puking my guts up. at least people took care of me. people kept comming in the bathroom and asking if i was ok. then people were sticking bread in my mouth saying it would sober me up but i just puked it all out.
then my mom kept calling my cell but i only heard it once and i told them to tell her i had drinken toooo much and that i couldn't go home. well they thought they would get in trouble for having alcohol. they told my mom i had a few bud lights and that i had food poisoning. my mom is no idiot and knew that a few beers would not make me like that. she then thought i had taken other drugs.
i was a disaster i'm not sure how but i ended up with puke all over my sweatshirt and on my jeans. my mom was on her way now and they were trying to get me outside so my mom wouldn't see the alcohol. well about 3 guys were picking me up and trying to move me but that just made me more sick. i started kicking and collapsed on the floor almost to the door. then people come running and saying my mom is here 3 guys lifted me outside then it was time to puke again so i fell on the floor. finally one person put my arm around them and helped me down the steps to my moms car. my mom gave me a bag and she was talking the whole way home i have no clue about what.
when i got home i remember passing out on the kitchen floor and my mom pulled out the bed from the couch and said she was going to stay with me until i was ok. i don't remember how i got from the kitchen to laying on the bed but i woke up at 5 in the morning and my shoes were off and i went up stairs in my bed. i slept until like 730 and then woke up and felt sick. after about 10 mins i finally started puking in my trashcan that my mom put out for me. now i feel like shit and i have to work at 5.
my mom said my dad was disgusted when she told him she was picking me up cuz i was drinking. my dad hasn't looked at my this morning and hasn't even said a word to me. i love my mom she is the best mom and the most understanding. but that stupid bitch went through my purse and took my cigs, and my lighter. i will get them back!
lastnight was horrible and scarry i could have died probably. kasey has taken her last hit of weed and drinken her last drink for a very long time! it was like my life flashed in front of me lastnight and i was just sitting in it not very concious of what was going on it was scarry.