my life is shitty...

Apr 01, 2007 16:53

im honestly want to tell you about know me and my ex boyfriend his name is Sebastian so i dont want to tell my parents. here's short story about my fear and overwhelm.

My ex boyfriend just broke up with me. I am honestly and we're different about it, but he was mean to me and i talked to him . I was like...hello? You are the one breaking up with me You're not supposed to be PROBLEM with me. And then he kept telling me how he loved me so much and even after he broke up with me and he changed mind he wanted me back to together again I told him I was like...no and later again he asked me about the sex with me so I accepted that's I want and Im really curious how to sex. AFTER the days my ex's house and his parents gone and they're going to Las Vegas for a one week. Sebastian wanted to sex with me, I was VERY VERY WORRIED and cried. he feeling comfortable trying to encounge me be a happy. so during my period was late so Sebastian used the condom and enter in my vagina and he saw me when I got a bleeding and period. so again we have sex for 4 times like 4 days, i feeling weird in my stomach. and Im very worrying and I was lying on my bed and crying all the day. its my fear......... so i cried i fought with my ex boyfriend yesterday. Sebastian and I arent tell everyone (family and friends) so Im really worried cuz I dont want to get in the trouble.
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