surrendering
i give up. love apparently hates me or something.
( that's almost an oxymoron! )
i feel like complete and other sheet crap.
why is it that no one wants to pour their heart and
soul into a relationship anymore? why is it that those
who have a high status never get called on when they
make mistakes, but those with a lower status do, like me?
it makes no freakin' sense.
i'm tired of trying to make sense out of something that can't
be sensible.
doesn't anyone love me?
[ loren ]