Dec 14, 2006 10:04
Havent updated in awhile.
This past week has been nothing but wrong turns with bad direction.
I locked my keys in my car 3 times within the week. (one was not my fault though, my keychain broke)
My sister is a snitch, but in a way Im glad that it happen, IM NOT ADDICITED!
I would love to start hanging out with Kimberly more, even if we are just hanging out at one of our houses. I surely do not want to lose her as a best friend. No one will understand how much she means to me as a best friend. Love you Kimberly.<3
Just a lot of random things have been happening. A lot of people being hurt and hospitalized . And a lot of people being hurt emotionally.
It was said to me that "I am not ready", quote unquote. And you know what maybe I am not. I keep myself locked up all the time that I do not realize that I am hurting certain people and they do not even know it.
I have a really big secret that I hate hiding, but I have to.
I am in love and no one knows it and they will never understand.
I miss it all.
I hate driving and I have to deal with that for the rest of my life, unless I decide that I want to take the damn city bus from here on. NO!
I do not like Christmas, but I have to make a list of what I want. Any ideas...let me know?
I wanna swim away, but dont know how<3