its nothing but love <3
Things have been going good with me. Theres just one thing thats been bugging me, and I can not get rid of it.
Have you ever gotten to the point where you just do not wanna do something any more, but you only do it because you do not wanna hurt someone else. People always tell me to follow my heart, but how can I follow my heart when that means hurting the people around me that I care about. And isnt caring about someone loving them. Cant I love you in a different way.
I just need to talk with jessica about all this!!
The boy and me are doing great. I love hanging out with him and just being able to laugh the whole time that were together. I just adore his smile. So Im working on this whole smile thing. Im trying to be more happier and to smile more. And you know what, it makes me feel a whole lot better. I love just walking down the halls and seeing everyone so happy(well most of em) because just seeing that gives me more effort to become a better person.
I think I have grown a lot since Ryan and I broke up. Even though there are times when you just think what if? I do not know what to do with that boy, he drives me crazy. He wants me back and he knows it, but yet he goes around telling me that all I do is call him and bug him. Umm sure cuz thats what I do in the spare time that I DONT have!
I love just waking up in the morning and getting ready for school, then thinking yay I get to go and talk with Kimberly. I love being around that girl, it is alwways brighter for sure. She is an amazing friend and she is also my best friend, love you girl<3
Have you ever gotten to the point where you just do not wanna do something any more, but you only do it because you do not wanna hurt someone else. People always tell me to follow my heart, but how can I follow my heart when that means hurting the people around me that I care about. And isnt caring about someone loving them. Cant I love you in a different way.
I just need to talk with jessica about all this!!
The boy and me are doing great. I love hanging out with him and just being able to laugh the whole time that were together. I just adore his smile. So Im working on this whole smile thing. Im trying to be more happier and to smile more. And you know what, it makes me feel a whole lot better. I love just walking down the halls and seeing everyone so happy(well most of em) because just seeing that gives me more effort to become a better person.
I think I have grown a lot since Ryan and I broke up. Even though there are times when you just think what if? I do not know what to do with that boy, he drives me crazy. He wants me back and he knows it, but yet he goes around telling me that all I do is call him and bug him. Umm sure cuz thats what I do in the spare time that I DONT have!
I love just waking up in the morning and getting ready for school, then thinking yay I get to go and talk with Kimberly. I love being around that girl, it is alwways brighter for sure. She is an amazing friend and she is also my best friend, love you girl<3