awesome.
so i still don't have the internet and my cell phone is being turned off tomorrow because my mom can't fucking pay the bill. don't tell me you'll pay my cell phone bill and then less than 24 hours before it's about to be turned off tell me you can't. oh wait, she didn't tell me - my fucking dad did. so i'm cut off from everything/everyone. it isn't like i talk to a lot of people but still. it's the fucking fact that i can't. being in school and not having the internet at home is terrible. that's another fucking bill i can't afford. it's going to be my fault we can't get the internet because i have to take on a cell phone bill. i moved out because a.) i cannot stand living in this dsyfunction b.) my mom agreed to pay my cell phone and give me $100 a month and guess what? i haven't gotten the $100 the past two months and now i have to pay for my fucking cell phone. i don't know why i fucking believed her when she said she would do it. i want to know what my parents would have done if i decided to go away to school?? blaaaaaaaaaah. i sound like a huge brat but i really don't care. DON'T FUCKING TELL SOMEONE YOU'LL DO SOMETHING WHEN YOU CAN'T DO IT!! is is that hard? because i'm pretty sure all my parents harped on when i was young was sticking to my commitments and they can't even do it. oh well, i'll be stronger for it....