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well, it's been awhile... but i'm still alive. i've been really busy lately with school. i haven't really got a social life right now (besides my love), but i guess i don't mind anymore. i used to think about it a lot and get a little envious, but there's not much i can do since they're busy with their thing and i'm busy with mine. *sighs* well.. i hope you guys know i miss you all and would love to hang out again someday. but for some reason, i have this slight feeling in me that things will be just a little different. ugh, i hate change.
i started my first day of work/orientation yesterday. worked a 4 hour shift, and have a 6 hour shift today. it's pretty fun. i love making fraps. haha. the first time i did.. man, i'm so clumsy.. i spilled some vanilla frap and busted a jamba. haha. oh well.. but the people i worked with yesterday were so awesome. they're just so full of spirit, especially my manager, heather. maybe i'll like it here. it's still not registered in my head for some reason. so the times i walk into there, i don't feel like i'm employed. *shrugs* i guess i just need to get used to it. the only thing i'm afraid of is putting the wrong syrup in the fraps because they're right next to each other. ehh..
hmrf. after work, i had a little family outing along with gavin. we ate at elephant bar in burbank and watched a movie. gavin and i watched alfie, parents watched the grudge, and brother watched ray. alfie was okay. i like the concept but.. i don't know. i don't think a lot of people can stand sitting there listening to some guy talk to you throughout the whole movie. BUT I CAN... because it was jude law and he is beautiful.
anyway, i'm cutting it short. i'm still not feeling really good because of a particular person. i don't know why it affects me so much because i've known him to be like that already. i think it's just the fact that he has to open his fucking mouth and voice his opinion on what i do with my life. fuck.