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Suddenly you find yourself alone...
Well, here I am again. Back in Edinburgh. I think last night, it started to sink in about my Uncle Bob...my mum had been to clear some stuff out of his flat, and we were looking through the photos and things. And I suddenly got really, really upset, and I had a bit of a cry in bed, in between attacks of hiccups (SO ANNOYING) and finally fell asleep at about 2 a.m.
It's just really sad...and I'm really anxious about the funeral, because I know what it's going to be like, and I know how hard it's going to be, and how upset I'm going to get. And I don't want to have to go through it anymore. Oh well...
Mum and Dad drove me up to Edinburgh today, and it was quite fun really - we went out for lunch and stuff, and then they dropped me back off at the flat. I've been in since 2, and nobody else is back yet! Andrew said he'd be dropping in later though, and it will be really, really nice to see everyone and catch up. :) I just hope I don't start crying or something! I cried after my mum and dad went away, and started missing home (after being desperate to get away!) and George...but I distracted myself by installing The Sims Deluxe on my laptop (YAY!!) and started playing it. So I'll be having lots of fun with that, methinks. Heheh. I'm such a kid.
Anyways, that's pretty much it...I feel kind of sick as well because I have a HUGE tin of Quality Street sitting here...and I've already had, like, 10. Heh. Oops.
xXx
Well, here I am again. Back in Edinburgh. I think last night, it started to sink in about my Uncle Bob...my mum had been to clear some stuff out of his flat, and we were looking through the photos and things. And I suddenly got really, really upset, and I had a bit of a cry in bed, in between attacks of hiccups (SO ANNOYING) and finally fell asleep at about 2 a.m.
It's just really sad...and I'm really anxious about the funeral, because I know what it's going to be like, and I know how hard it's going to be, and how upset I'm going to get. And I don't want to have to go through it anymore. Oh well...
Mum and Dad drove me up to Edinburgh today, and it was quite fun really - we went out for lunch and stuff, and then they dropped me back off at the flat. I've been in since 2, and nobody else is back yet! Andrew said he'd be dropping in later though, and it will be really, really nice to see everyone and catch up. :) I just hope I don't start crying or something! I cried after my mum and dad went away, and started missing home (after being desperate to get away!) and George...but I distracted myself by installing The Sims Deluxe on my laptop (YAY!!) and started playing it. So I'll be having lots of fun with that, methinks. Heheh. I'm such a kid.
Anyways, that's pretty much it...I feel kind of sick as well because I have a HUGE tin of Quality Street sitting here...and I've already had, like, 10. Heh. Oops.
xXx