This is gonna b a long one
Wow...the last 2 days were so good...yesterday i went out to lunch with
matt and that was soo nice he came in my room and he woke me up and it
was just nice and sweet...ya and then today i failed the bio exam and
am prolly going to go to summer school...but u kno what its all
good...ya so then i went over to kellys house and ya that was fun! some
weird guys stopped and were like hey whats up and ya my brother drove
us to the chinese food place cuz hes nice..."omg kelly im getting
raped" lol haha i wanted him to call that woulda been funny...ya and a
little while ago i got bk from my brothers baseball game....and ya he
won and is now in the championship and it was just fun with my cuzin
....and in a lil while me and her are going to watch the ring which i
love that movie so im excited!!!....
O yay!!! i got my job bk wooo!!! so im getting a cell again im actually sooo excited and i might have a summer job babysitting for my new neighbors once in awhile so im really excited bout that and im gonna start working at home so i can be rich for the summer...
ok i just wanna say that everyone i don't think i've been this happy in a while i was depressed for like the past 6 months ever since i grew apart from one of my friends....but this is what i've realized...it doesn't matter how long u've been friends with someone if their there for u then thats all that matters...ya so i got close to someone really fast and me and her hun g out for awhile and then all of a sudden she ditched me for a guy and it was just downhill and u kno what i don't blame her for that because you know what if that makes her happy and im not in her life ne more idc and she prolly doesn't even kno this is about her and honestly i don't care because i've just learned to except the fact things aren't going bk to the way they were like 3 months ago...things can just change in a moment...i just kno that im not going to wait for her to come to me cuz im not gonna be there when she doesn't have ne one...and she doesn't even need me because she has her other best friend...wow this is going towards 2 people but idc cuz they prolly don't read this ne ways...
Ok i just want to say thanks to kelly, carli, rachel, amanda, katie, kelsey, liz, david, corey, jason, matt, greg, you guys have helped me soo much the last couple of weeks. Like the hardest time i've had all year and ya me being emotional and stuff and that actually means sooo much to me ccuz alot of you i don't really hang out with but yet you were there when i really needed someone...and everyone else just kinda shut me out and didn't wanna deal with me at all ne more...and you kno what i don't need those people cuz they obviously don't care enough about me....
Ok i member at the beginning of the year when i told david i don't care bout ne drama...and i don't kno if ne ones realized this but i've gona bk to that...i don't give a woot what ne one thinks of me and you kno what i honestly just don't care just let me be happy with the person i am...Thats the way its gotta be...and im sry i'm not going to change for ne one...and i member when i never used to get mad...and u kno what the only thing that pisses me off is when my "friends" ditch me for guys because i chose my friends over guys because i think that they are more important and you kno what i don't kno if thats right to do but thats the way i am so deal with it...and u kno what if i don't like you im not gonna pretend i do because im sick of living a lie...so i'm done im just gonna live my life the way i want to and thats that
O yay!!! i got my job bk wooo!!! so im getting a cell again im actually sooo excited and i might have a summer job babysitting for my new neighbors once in awhile so im really excited bout that and im gonna start working at home so i can be rich for the summer...
ok i just wanna say that everyone i don't think i've been this happy in a while i was depressed for like the past 6 months ever since i grew apart from one of my friends....but this is what i've realized...it doesn't matter how long u've been friends with someone if their there for u then thats all that matters...ya so i got close to someone really fast and me and her hun g out for awhile and then all of a sudden she ditched me for a guy and it was just downhill and u kno what i don't blame her for that because you know what if that makes her happy and im not in her life ne more idc and she prolly doesn't even kno this is about her and honestly i don't care because i've just learned to except the fact things aren't going bk to the way they were like 3 months ago...things can just change in a moment...i just kno that im not going to wait for her to come to me cuz im not gonna be there when she doesn't have ne one...and she doesn't even need me because she has her other best friend...wow this is going towards 2 people but idc cuz they prolly don't read this ne ways...
Ok i just want to say thanks to kelly, carli, rachel, amanda, katie, kelsey, liz, david, corey, jason, matt, greg, you guys have helped me soo much the last couple of weeks. Like the hardest time i've had all year and ya me being emotional and stuff and that actually means sooo much to me ccuz alot of you i don't really hang out with but yet you were there when i really needed someone...and everyone else just kinda shut me out and didn't wanna deal with me at all ne more...and you kno what i don't need those people cuz they obviously don't care enough about me....
Ok i member at the beginning of the year when i told david i don't care bout ne drama...and i don't kno if ne ones realized this but i've gona bk to that...i don't give a woot what ne one thinks of me and you kno what i honestly just don't care just let me be happy with the person i am...Thats the way its gotta be...and im sry i'm not going to change for ne one...and i member when i never used to get mad...and u kno what the only thing that pisses me off is when my "friends" ditch me for guys because i chose my friends over guys because i think that they are more important and you kno what i don't kno if thats right to do but thats the way i am so deal with it...and u kno what if i don't like you im not gonna pretend i do because im sick of living a lie...so i'm done im just gonna live my life the way i want to and thats that