Does it hurt when I say--Don't do me any favors
I'm restless. Restless and unmotivated, and what kind of pairing are the two? Nothing other than useless really.
That's all to say about that for now.
I've realized that there are not many people who get me. I get along with a lot of people, but not a lot of people understand me. They might think they do, but they are so wrong. It's like, I can sit down and have conversation, and it will be wonderful, engaging, interesting, and so forth, but that doesn't mean much. It does, but it doesn't in respect to the connection I have with them. I don't think connections can be acquired. I think it is just one of those things that you either have with someone or you don't. And I don't think a lot of people do with me. I would say at the most 2, maybe 3 people.
I feel like everyone has no idea. Not about me, but about life. Like they just don't get it. Ugh. I just wish people would fucking get it.
I just talked to Adam. That helped. He gets it.
That's all to say about that for now.
I've realized that there are not many people who get me. I get along with a lot of people, but not a lot of people understand me. They might think they do, but they are so wrong. It's like, I can sit down and have conversation, and it will be wonderful, engaging, interesting, and so forth, but that doesn't mean much. It does, but it doesn't in respect to the connection I have with them. I don't think connections can be acquired. I think it is just one of those things that you either have with someone or you don't. And I don't think a lot of people do with me. I would say at the most 2, maybe 3 people.
I feel like everyone has no idea. Not about me, but about life. Like they just don't get it. Ugh. I just wish people would fucking get it.
I just talked to Adam. That helped. He gets it.