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It's funny how one conversation with someone can make you look at your life and think "is this what I really want?"
I've been thinking a lot about what I want - career, guy, family ,etc. I know it's normal for most girls to think of this stuff, but I think where I'm heading now is not where I want to be. From the getgo, I've not been following my heart completely. I've been settling for things because of fear of not feeling financially stable. I'm thankful that I have a family who supports me and is now looking at me like an adult who will make rational decisions. I do want to make rational decisions, but I don't want to settle for life anymore.
I want to grow and expand as a person. I want to experience new things, a new life style, a new environment. I'm lucky to have a family member who i'm close with living in some place I've been considering moving to. As much as I love Massachusetts - it is my home, it will always be - I feel like I cannot grow as a person if I stay here. I'm an independent person and I need that freedom.
I think talking with my family will help me see what I want to do because I'm not compeltely happy at the moment.
All I want is to be happy.
I've been thinking a lot about what I want - career, guy, family ,etc. I know it's normal for most girls to think of this stuff, but I think where I'm heading now is not where I want to be. From the getgo, I've not been following my heart completely. I've been settling for things because of fear of not feeling financially stable. I'm thankful that I have a family who supports me and is now looking at me like an adult who will make rational decisions. I do want to make rational decisions, but I don't want to settle for life anymore.
I want to grow and expand as a person. I want to experience new things, a new life style, a new environment. I'm lucky to have a family member who i'm close with living in some place I've been considering moving to. As much as I love Massachusetts - it is my home, it will always be - I feel like I cannot grow as a person if I stay here. I'm an independent person and I need that freedom.
I think talking with my family will help me see what I want to do because I'm not compeltely happy at the moment.
All I want is to be happy.