May 13, 2004 16:25
Today sucked royally. I hate my life so much now. I'm not even kidding. First, I'm sorry to Martie and Ashie because I didn't go to the Poetry Slam. I just left...sorry. This brings me to my first point. My sister is a bitch. She was being a huge bitch to me in front of my friends which pisses me off. She and my mom were making this big production over me staying after. I got a "Well I don't have time for this" from my mom. Well apparently the only one you have time for is Ariana. I'm so sick of her (Ariana) acting like my mother. I have three people trying to act like a mom. One's my SISTER, one is my real mom, and one's just a bitch. So yay for my crappy moms. They are all so mean. And then Ariana's like, "Well I'm done with her. It's as simple as that. I'm sick of her being fine one minute and bitchy the next." Me? No, I'm bitchy one minute because people provoke me. Asses.
Second point: I'm not doing anything tomorrow with anyone. No one knows how to make any plans so I'm not going. Deal with it. I'm sorry, especially to Celesty, but no one told me anything when I said I needed to know by the end of the day. So too bad. Celeste, we'll hang out soon okay? Don't be mad. I'm sorry.
So here's an update on the maturity level of EG: Clare is telling Amanda which guys me and Taylor think are cute. I mean, come on now. Let's grow up. First, who cares who either of us think is cute and second, why are they STILL talking about me? I mean really, if you're going to talk about me make it better than that. Really now, play the game right, not childish. Stupid people
I'm really just pissed at everyone. Don't be commenting with things like, "What did I do?" or "Are you mad at me?" because honestly, if you don't know what you did...that's your problem. I'm not going to walk you step by step of what you did. It's probably built up aggression towards you anyways so deal. Also, don't be getting pissed at me or saying your sorry because, honestly again, ALL of your (your meaning the reader) sorries mean nothing to me anymore. You guys all fuck me over and think I won't forget about it. Seriously, ever hear anyone say I'll forgive but I won't forget? Yeah, that's me.
I'm over the edge now so fuck you. yes, that means all of you. And don't be attacking me in comments if you're going to comment because I'm sick of that, too.
Happy birthday Jackie.