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I got one of those stupid fwds... and I usually just delete them. But then I thought, I wonder if they actually curse you if you don't do what they say...so maybe all of those fwds i deleted are catching up to me...and giving me bad luck.
This is too difficult for me do to do alone. I can't make any decisions.... and I don't know what to do with myself.
Yea Drums Downtown went well. I feel accomplished. Overlooked. Horrible. Not going anywhere with anything.
Things are just stagnent.
I don't know.
I'm feeling scared abt my future, I used to feel so sure of myself and my plans. I'm such a wussy because I can't do things alone. I'm afraid to move away from columbus by myself. I wish I still had someone who could do that with me. But now, girlfriends have boyfriends and are making their own plans.
Why does our society have to revolve so much around shit like that? I suppose because we are social beings. But its shitty. I don't have anyone. >:o !!
And why can't people just be open! ugh, if you want me, tell me. if you don't want to have anything to do wtih me, tell me. I hate being drug around!!!! If you're mad at me, tell me. Whatever it is, just let it out.
I passed along that fwd this morning...maybe I'll be recieving some luck soon like it said.
HA!Knowing my luck, probably not.
And I hate living in filth.
This is too difficult for me do to do alone. I can't make any decisions.... and I don't know what to do with myself.
Yea Drums Downtown went well. I feel accomplished. Overlooked. Horrible. Not going anywhere with anything.
Things are just stagnent.
I don't know.
I'm feeling scared abt my future, I used to feel so sure of myself and my plans. I'm such a wussy because I can't do things alone. I'm afraid to move away from columbus by myself. I wish I still had someone who could do that with me. But now, girlfriends have boyfriends and are making their own plans.
Why does our society have to revolve so much around shit like that? I suppose because we are social beings. But its shitty. I don't have anyone. >:o !!
And why can't people just be open! ugh, if you want me, tell me. if you don't want to have anything to do wtih me, tell me. I hate being drug around!!!! If you're mad at me, tell me. Whatever it is, just let it out.
I passed along that fwd this morning...maybe I'll be recieving some luck soon like it said.
HA!Knowing my luck, probably not.
And I hate living in filth.