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feel so stupid. I called Aaron tonight...
Thats not that stupid part....We were talking and he just wasn't him...I should have figured that he was just tired from working his job...So he asks me about how everything is in my world. So i tell him of course. I get on the subject of telling Shenna about us taking things slow and hes goes silent...almost no noise...i thought my phone died. Oh well i asked him if he had to go and he said yea he was tired such and such...he told me hes working 10 hrs tomorrow...and this boy doesn't sleep right as it is...
So anyways i call him back to ask him if anything had changed between this past weekend and now...he said no
Well i guess i should say the reason i said this...When aaron and i dated before and he got scared when he was like that...he would try and push me away and then finally would say that he couldn't handle this...and i was worried he was doing that again...
Well i told him i was giving him a clean slate and forgiving him for everything...and i have but i think its just being scared i guess....
Oh well i needed to vent...i just hope hes not upset with me.I don't wanna lose him because of that one question. He didn't seem upset but i don't know if thats a good thing or not. I guess time will tell..thanks for reading this if you did
Thats not that stupid part....We were talking and he just wasn't him...I should have figured that he was just tired from working his job...So he asks me about how everything is in my world. So i tell him of course. I get on the subject of telling Shenna about us taking things slow and hes goes silent...almost no noise...i thought my phone died. Oh well i asked him if he had to go and he said yea he was tired such and such...he told me hes working 10 hrs tomorrow...and this boy doesn't sleep right as it is...
So anyways i call him back to ask him if anything had changed between this past weekend and now...he said no
Well i guess i should say the reason i said this...When aaron and i dated before and he got scared when he was like that...he would try and push me away and then finally would say that he couldn't handle this...and i was worried he was doing that again...
Well i told him i was giving him a clean slate and forgiving him for everything...and i have but i think its just being scared i guess....
Oh well i needed to vent...i just hope hes not upset with me.I don't wanna lose him because of that one question. He didn't seem upset but i don't know if thats a good thing or not. I guess time will tell..thanks for reading this if you did