she took one step back
the thing that scares me the most is losing all the strength i have gained. the last two months have been crucial in re-affirming everything that defines me. the last two days almost destroyed that. i felt like i had slipped back into the place i was before. (i hadn't though) i felt like a failure, like a burden, like a hopeless lost child. (but Jesus knows where i am, and my friends have proven over and over how much they love and cherish me) it is so much easier to convince myself what a failure i am than to realize that God has a plan for me and as long as i trust in Him, i will be fine.