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I dont know where to start, this entry is going to suck because i am so tired i feel like I am drunk and nothing i type comes out right and my thought process sucks. hmmmmm.....ill begin with the good
yesterday dan and i want to Nate's 21st b day keg party which was an good time. WIERDEST thing. kelly-ann and her boyfriend brendon were there. those are 2 of the 4 people i hooked up with new years (2 years ago) when i was dating brenDAN which resulted in our breakup. kelly-ann and i ended up hooking up again for a few kids including her boyfriend and mine ( I ASKED PERMISSION FIRST) which was awesome cause i haven't kissed another person in over 10 months. change is good. the kiss was only like 30 seconds and all she did was touch my tits and i TRIED to finger her but she was sitting on top of me and i was sitting on a chair so it was akward. she said i was a great kisser now and improved alot. lol. i really dont like making out FOR other people but its the ONLY way i am allowed. i got really drunk...well....KINDA drunk....omg some of the people there, including the girls house were PASSED the fuck out or laying on the grass vomiting or just laying there. people don't know their limits man. i met some really cool kids, one kid in particular. his name is James and he is a guitarist in a band and is so adorable (and said i was the hottest girl there, but there were only 5 girls there and over 30 guys... i think, lol BUT STIll!). i sat down next to him and he asked who i came with and a pointed to Dan, but i didnt want to tell him he was my bf, lol. but after he started to rub my back i felt kinda bad for him and pointed to Dan and said "see that skinhead i came with. he is my boyfriend." and he IMMEDIATLY stopped. but i spent the rest of the night with him cause he was puking and ugh.....passed out on the porch and NORMALLY someone would not have fun taking care of a drunk person but I did, i dont know why but i thoroughly enjoyed it. esp when he puked on me, heh. but anyways i met some really cool people there like a 29 year old hitch hiker, heh. o and also i really wanted to wrestle with a guy cause a few were scrapin in the grass so dylan and i WERE going to fight but he picked me up and turned my upside down and spun me but since he was drunk he fell and we came crashing down, it was great. and then a fight broke out and lalalalalalalala i am so fucking tired. i slept with dan in the back seat of my car but had to be at work at 9 and stopped at dans house before i left and Dave Wilson was sleping in his basement which was really wierd. i am so hungry.
today was horrible.
I THINK I Am GOING TO hAVE A bREAKDOWN
plus i have had only aboiut......8 hours of sleep in the last 2 days. it is VERY unomfortable sleeping in the back of a volvo filled with crap esp with a full grown man and EVEN MORE DIFFICULT WHEN HE SNORES. god dan. you doubly suck.
today was so horible i dont want to type it
i need a massage and choclate.
where is dan?
i just callwed dan
my day just got a whole lot better
he has flowers for me! and CHOCLATE! and he said he had another suprise. i love him. i need to go make him dinner now. slave.
DADDY
yesterday dan and i want to Nate's 21st b day keg party which was an good time. WIERDEST thing. kelly-ann and her boyfriend brendon were there. those are 2 of the 4 people i hooked up with new years (2 years ago) when i was dating brenDAN which resulted in our breakup. kelly-ann and i ended up hooking up again for a few kids including her boyfriend and mine ( I ASKED PERMISSION FIRST) which was awesome cause i haven't kissed another person in over 10 months. change is good. the kiss was only like 30 seconds and all she did was touch my tits and i TRIED to finger her but she was sitting on top of me and i was sitting on a chair so it was akward. she said i was a great kisser now and improved alot. lol. i really dont like making out FOR other people but its the ONLY way i am allowed. i got really drunk...well....KINDA drunk....omg some of the people there, including the girls house were PASSED the fuck out or laying on the grass vomiting or just laying there. people don't know their limits man. i met some really cool kids, one kid in particular. his name is James and he is a guitarist in a band and is so adorable (and said i was the hottest girl there, but there were only 5 girls there and over 30 guys... i think, lol BUT STIll!). i sat down next to him and he asked who i came with and a pointed to Dan, but i didnt want to tell him he was my bf, lol. but after he started to rub my back i felt kinda bad for him and pointed to Dan and said "see that skinhead i came with. he is my boyfriend." and he IMMEDIATLY stopped. but i spent the rest of the night with him cause he was puking and ugh.....passed out on the porch and NORMALLY someone would not have fun taking care of a drunk person but I did, i dont know why but i thoroughly enjoyed it. esp when he puked on me, heh. but anyways i met some really cool people there like a 29 year old hitch hiker, heh. o and also i really wanted to wrestle with a guy cause a few were scrapin in the grass so dylan and i WERE going to fight but he picked me up and turned my upside down and spun me but since he was drunk he fell and we came crashing down, it was great. and then a fight broke out and lalalalalalalala i am so fucking tired. i slept with dan in the back seat of my car but had to be at work at 9 and stopped at dans house before i left and Dave Wilson was sleping in his basement which was really wierd. i am so hungry.
today was horrible.
I THINK I Am GOING TO hAVE A bREAKDOWN
plus i have had only aboiut......8 hours of sleep in the last 2 days. it is VERY unomfortable sleeping in the back of a volvo filled with crap esp with a full grown man and EVEN MORE DIFFICULT WHEN HE SNORES. god dan. you doubly suck.
today was so horible i dont want to type it
i need a massage and choclate.
where is dan?
i just callwed dan
my day just got a whole lot better
he has flowers for me! and CHOCLATE! and he said he had another suprise. i love him. i need to go make him dinner now. slave.
DADDY