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[beautifulpeices]

i just wrote an entire entry and deleted it by accident.

dan left me.

he left me.

he left me all alone.

he was my everything. he was my backbone. he was someone to look  forward to seeing.   whenever i was sad i would think of us...lying under our tree or making love or dancing in his car.  i want no one else but him. he told me to find another

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[dan_the_s]

look at the IM i sent you from dylans old sn. i still want to be with you but you need to do something first. i am sorry it had to happen at such a shitty time but i just can't take it any more and i can't lie to you. i've been wrestling with it in my head for a while and i just say to myself... just one more day and maybe she will help herself. but you haven't and i can't take it. i am still here for you. i will still hold you and tell you everything is ok. i will still call you and reassure you that life is good no matter what you think. i will be there on every level for you but i just can't be on the highest level anymore... at least untill you take some steps to do wht you have to doi miss you greatly, i almost cried when "stark, raving normal" came on my cd player today.. i felt so bad i had to change it. i just can't do it any more. i've been hoping for so long. you need to do this for yourself. i even tried to help you with it. but now you have to help yourself. your roommate will help you as much as you will let her. everything will be ok. i promise. i love you kit

someday is not far away

[beautifulpeices]

can this be a break?
if you let me go, i will be gone forever.

i am helping myself
you will see

i miss you.
i want to talk to you.