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This journal seems dead.
I mostly just get on here for my communities.
I've come to a realization.
I don't have many friends, and that is mostly my fault, and just simple slow drifting in interests, places, etc.
But I know that the ones that are TRUELY my friends, are the ones that don't get mad when I don't see them much or talk to them much. And, those who actually TALK to me about life and things that are going on.
This might just become a communities journal. No one seems that interested. I also believe a few people think I was talking about them in certain posts. So just goes to show ya, how stupid this thing can be.
Brandy, you're the only one that has made the effort to stay my friend. And I appreciate that. I know it can be hard sometimes to be my friend. lol. I'm good at not talking to people, or calling, or keeping plans.
There was this thing I saw, that I really thought expressed what I feel alot. "I get sad when I'm alone and wish that I was more social and had more friends, but when I am out with people, I can't stop thinking about how much I want to be alone."
I mostly just get on here for my communities.
I've come to a realization.
I don't have many friends, and that is mostly my fault, and just simple slow drifting in interests, places, etc.
But I know that the ones that are TRUELY my friends, are the ones that don't get mad when I don't see them much or talk to them much. And, those who actually TALK to me about life and things that are going on.
This might just become a communities journal. No one seems that interested. I also believe a few people think I was talking about them in certain posts. So just goes to show ya, how stupid this thing can be.
Brandy, you're the only one that has made the effort to stay my friend. And I appreciate that. I know it can be hard sometimes to be my friend. lol. I'm good at not talking to people, or calling, or keeping plans.
There was this thing I saw, that I really thought expressed what I feel alot. "I get sad when I'm alone and wish that I was more social and had more friends, but when I am out with people, I can't stop thinking about how much I want to be alone."