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Last couple days have been eventful. When to two parties with Lindsay and Jr since they leave Thrusday for Ocean Shores...and then to San Diego for three years :(
First was kinda boring, but we played ultimate frizbee and listened to Michael Jackson has JR acted out the Thriller and Beat It music videos.
Then we played this game called Catch Phrase...which is actually really really fun and gets pretty competitive.
Next party was supposed to be a Halo 2 party. I drove all the way there, and back..2am drive babay! We got food and hung out and when we finally got started with Halo...we found out we had the wrong cables. SO we played catchphrase and this card game called Pit, which is hilarious to watch.
I'm glad school is now out. For me atleast.
I'm glad for what I have, and what I've accomplished.
I'm glad my mom is doing better.
I'm glad I've been able to spend lots of time with Lindsay and JR. I'm really going to miss them.
I think God has brought back sadness into my life. Sadness and jealousy and wanting. I'm not sure why, because I've been praying for it to go away. But maybe I'm just interpreting it as sadness. Maybe this is a trial. Although I've been dealing with this for SO LONG, you think He'd give me a break.
I want someone to capture my heart again. To ask me out on dates and to hold my hand as we walk side by side in the warm, summer nights.
Why must I continue to yearn for someone who is so far beyond me at this point?
It's just tough.
First was kinda boring, but we played ultimate frizbee and listened to Michael Jackson has JR acted out the Thriller and Beat It music videos.
Then we played this game called Catch Phrase...which is actually really really fun and gets pretty competitive.
Next party was supposed to be a Halo 2 party. I drove all the way there, and back..2am drive babay! We got food and hung out and when we finally got started with Halo...we found out we had the wrong cables. SO we played catchphrase and this card game called Pit, which is hilarious to watch.
I'm glad school is now out. For me atleast.
I'm glad for what I have, and what I've accomplished.
I'm glad my mom is doing better.
I'm glad I've been able to spend lots of time with Lindsay and JR. I'm really going to miss them.
I think God has brought back sadness into my life. Sadness and jealousy and wanting. I'm not sure why, because I've been praying for it to go away. But maybe I'm just interpreting it as sadness. Maybe this is a trial. Although I've been dealing with this for SO LONG, you think He'd give me a break.
I want someone to capture my heart again. To ask me out on dates and to hold my hand as we walk side by side in the warm, summer nights.
Why must I continue to yearn for someone who is so far beyond me at this point?
It's just tough.