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dude - itz late. whatever. work sucked. as usual. chilled wit scott for a bit after work. lol. i went to his house and we were watchin teenage mutant ninja turtles. lmfao. gayness.
brandon was gonna break up with me today. i was like.. wtf. all i want is a break. not a break up. if i didnt wanna be with him, i would have broken up with him. even though my friends dont think i should go out with him anymore. he said hes just depressed. that it happens every couple months. whatever. ;/ i used to be depressed, but whatever. being depressed isnt fun, so i stopped. lol. i still think i should see a therapist. maybe i would understand myself better and why i do the things i do, because i have no idea. lol. i should just ask scott to tell me who i am, since he seems to kno me 10 times better than i know myself.
and i think im gonna get carolyn's number so we can chill cuz shes a cool girl. lol. i tell her tons of stuff and she doesnt judge me. woo. not many people like that around these days. rawr. im supposed to hang out wit edd tomorrow night. who knowz. i get outta work at 7:30. sux, but better than midnight.
just think. this time - next week. I'LL BE IN DISNEY WORLD. woo. im excited. lol ;]
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x current music choice - kellyXcore x
brandon was gonna break up with me today. i was like.. wtf. all i want is a break. not a break up. if i didnt wanna be with him, i would have broken up with him. even though my friends dont think i should go out with him anymore. he said hes just depressed. that it happens every couple months. whatever. ;/ i used to be depressed, but whatever. being depressed isnt fun, so i stopped. lol. i still think i should see a therapist. maybe i would understand myself better and why i do the things i do, because i have no idea. lol. i should just ask scott to tell me who i am, since he seems to kno me 10 times better than i know myself.
and i think im gonna get carolyn's number so we can chill cuz shes a cool girl. lol. i tell her tons of stuff and she doesnt judge me. woo. not many people like that around these days. rawr. im supposed to hang out wit edd tomorrow night. who knowz. i get outta work at 7:30. sux, but better than midnight.
just think. this time - next week. I'LL BE IN DISNEY WORLD. woo. im excited. lol ;]
xkissxthisx
x current music choice - kellyXcore x