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okay so I didn't feel like doing xanga because I knew no one there really cares what I say anyway. I saw The Passion last night and it was beautiful. I loved the way it was, everything about it. The lady next to me was crying the whole time, and Matt kept trying to make me laugh by saying funny things like, "those hats make them look like ears" and I think it was just his way of dealing with how uncomfortable it made him. But you know I'm usually wrong for the most part, so that's probably not true. I think my mom is really mad at me for buying my guitar, because I used money from car money I'm saving up. We were talking this morning and she got mad that I didn't ask her if Abbie could come stay, that I just told her that she was. Which I guess she has a right to be mad but she didn't say anything about it until we started arguing which makes me feel like she's just looking for something to get mad about.
this is incredible starving insatiable yes this is love for the first time. youd like to think you were invinsible yeah well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?
I studied for a long time last night but only got half of one essay studied for, which sucks cause that means I'm going to be studying for a long time tonight for everything else. But I guess that's okay because tomorrow it'll be over with for now. I really want to impress my history teacher, but I just don't impress people. I never stand out in a class, or at a job or in a group. Part of me just wants to say fuck it and go buy a piece of shit with the money I have and then be able to start saving for things I care more about. I'll probably get on here later and write my essay, without using my notes. I wish I knew for sure that this one was going to be on the test, but I don't so I've got to study for another one too. I guess I should go start that now.
this is incredible starving insatiable yes this is love for the first time. youd like to think you were invinsible yeah well weren't we all once before we felt loss for the first time?
I studied for a long time last night but only got half of one essay studied for, which sucks cause that means I'm going to be studying for a long time tonight for everything else. But I guess that's okay because tomorrow it'll be over with for now. I really want to impress my history teacher, but I just don't impress people. I never stand out in a class, or at a job or in a group. Part of me just wants to say fuck it and go buy a piece of shit with the money I have and then be able to start saving for things I care more about. I'll probably get on here later and write my essay, without using my notes. I wish I knew for sure that this one was going to be on the test, but I don't so I've got to study for another one too. I guess I should go start that now.