these are a few of my favorite things.
My hair is on top of my head and it looks cool. Reading old journal entries is thought provoking and I realize now how much my writting skills have gone down since I used to write more. Why don't I remember that I wanted to be a journalist and the smell of my grandma? My journal entry about 9-11 was very good. I wish that I could do that still. Just let my thoughts flow out and not worry about anyone reading them, or worry about losing a journal entry. Now I have too many peoples feelings to worry about to just let my thoughts flow, which is why I will probably get a new deadjournal and not tell anyone about it. Or I suppose I could just make certain entries private on Xanga. It's been so long since I've had to use HTML on journal entries. "I'd rather have a penis in my mouth than a hot dog." No I didn't say that. I do have to say, however, that if the hot dog has any whipped cream near it I might have to agree with that statement made by my good friend Megan. Today I was just thinking, and I'm not sure how I got there but I was thinking about how when I have kids I'm going to make sure they do all the things that I didn't do as a kid because no one made me; like brush my teeth and use lotion on a regular basis (I know it's weird but this is going somewhere..haha) and then I started thinking that maybe I should start making myself do crap like that. I brush my teeth religiously but only because I can't stand a nasty taste in my mouth, but I'm talking about maybe I should start taking better care of myself if not to feel better but just to be healthier in general. I'm so tired of fast food, but I am always too lazy to cook myself something. Though when I do fix myself food I'm happy that I did because it always tastes better and fills me up better and is better for my body because when I cook a meal I do a good job and it's well balanced and yummy. MMM... chicken spaghetti..salad...soup. Everything from the Spaghouse sounds gooooood right now. Megan doesn't feel good and I don't like that :( I wish she felt better. I guess I'll copy/paste this to Xanga. Matthew pointed out that maybe Xanga was down because of the worm, which would make sense. It got Syd's and Chris' computer. I'm going to post this now because I thought it would be good and it's disappointing me. I'm going to go back to reading from when I used to be good at expressing my thoughts. Or maybe I just don't have any thoughts worth expressing anymore. I'm going to be at Sydney's house for 48 hours. AH! I've got to the point where I just tell Zoe and Tristen to stop following me or to go upstairs and play for a while. I think I'll go snag a book from her collection and read for a bit.