this is what really hurts..

[beautifulme690]

It hurts to know that all guys are in ways assholes. It also hurts to be broken up with for a 14 year old.. not like im saying thats wrong but hello shes uhh her.. and its me.. and he is almost 18.. and I want to go out with anthony but like ive tried it before with him and it didnt work because u kno when u dont see ur gf/ bf its hard to make it work. He is soo sweet thought I dunno though guys always do that to girls act all sweet and then become a huge asshole. I want to be with someone because im lonley and want to find the RIGHT one maybe he is but I dunno id rather wait till we both have our liscences, which wont be that much longer. im happy because i got a sweet nice car and im soon will be able to drive it. I still think of brandon somewhat like think if hed like me again but to me it would mean nothing hed just do it again to me so yea theres really a point right.. to use me again and then fall in "love" with someone else after like a week or 2 or w/e yea guys.. see there soo great at least were matured damn they just suck completly lol yea but were going to Mexico on sunday the 19th!! im so happy ive been looking forward to this for months. Anyways just think of it this way which would u rather have? malabu barbie.. or puberty stacey doll. Need I say much more..? yea so anyways im getting over it better then I thought that just hurts alot to know that how hard us girls try and we just get torn down. Guys sometimes just make me want to forget hope for anyone like the more some guy messes up towards me the more I dont want to give a chance for the next guy.the 13th was our month living at my new house in harrison twp. its weird and it still sucks and i still dont even have my stuff unpacked lol kristen and I are soo lazy and just dont feel like it. why should we bother we will have it done in a year or soo maybe if were lucky haha. Oh yea about mexico were going to be there on thanksgiving its going to be weird. Yesterday kristen, katie and i drove around in my car.. w/o me having my liscence it was fun and funny lol i squeeled my tire on accident when i was turning around because u kno i live one gravel/ dirt/ cenent roads. Then we went to lanse cruise and drove in the parking lot by guys walking to there car and i just kept going in circles it was fun. Yeah lol we were gone for like a half hour hehe

~*Tera Antoinette Kleiner*~