Oct 10, 2006 22:50
So umm I dunno how much this is going on for but yeah not so good relationship.. bad bf but wat do u expect I get everything shitty. Hes rediculous he really is u have no idea, blames everything on me and so on but oh yeah im more like the guy in the relationship than him.. there plenty more but anyways im kinda excited but not because im gonna be in my new house sunday for sure so yeha kinda weird but I dunno maybe new and great experiences.. yeah right not unless.. nvm not getting into that again it just makes me sad. Havent talked to Anthony in awhile he always makes me feel weird anyways but I dunno he seems to care about me more than Brandon most of the time. I want to go camping..? yeah very random but oOo maybe over the weekend we will go car shopping, hope they find one because I feel like im driving like a pro. So I know wat im being for Halloween and for sure im going out as a goth It'll be fun. Humm so I have a light blue pony tail on my wrist..? haha got my hair cut today I went to a person I know and I love her little dog its sooooo- adorible its a chiwawa (however u spell that) and it has blonde hair and its a girl.I dont know I have some serious guy problems but im trying to take them little steps at a time, like always.I want a romantic guy who is willing and will do anything for me and will buy me things not all the time but randomly and suprisse me. Also that doesnt have alot of problems and doesnt care wat anyone thinks of him and loves me to death. Who would seriously fuckign walk to me in the poring rain, snow, hot ass weather just to see or hold me. Doesnt this just make u want to cry because you know u want someone simular.I want some taco bell, comment back if ur fucking wanting it too!! hahahehewhowho im going to attempt to talk to brandon and w/e so write later bye peoples.
~*Tera*~