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[beautifulme690]

yeah well everything good that happens to me just like disapears because I get all happy and then well I think theres hope but then I just always get hopeless if u dont undertstand wat im talking about srry.. its hard to say. I wonder how many times ive been like yeah for my life.. its been alot. why do guys say they like u alittle but then I dunno woulsnt it seem like they do I mean like u think theyd show it or something but I really would like to know why we waste our time on guys when they just make us sad and bring our hopes up and just urgh. I hate thinking the days gonna be good but it isnt good.. its either good until someone is being all retarded. I just want a bf, one who will love me, never leave me no matter wat happens, listens and cares. It would be nice to have one because like then u can tell stuff to the one person that actully cares about you... or that u know. I have the weirdest password for this and its like random letters and numbers and I dunno how the fuck I got it. Watch tomorrow really suck ass. I hate sitting in places acting like nothing bothers me when like im so sad inside and just yeah its urgh. I just hate faking when ppl do stuff that it doesnt bother me.Its like how u like ppl and they dont like u ur all like litterly tearing apart inside or well it feels like it is. well id go on but i might cry again for like like 2nd time today. bye then -Tera-

Happy Birthday to Kristen, this Sunday!!! wahooo 14 lol

I fucking get CAKE!!! I will eat it like how ive been hurting from everything!