Oct 20, 2004 11:58
So I haven't posted in forever...I am have been kinda sad and hadn't been ready to talk about it...
Have been really reclusive from both my family and friends...I have almost been a bit of a hermit and have not been doing too too much...and some of the things that I have done haven't even been fun....
A couple of cool things!
Getting over the EX...WOOHOO for me! Thank God...well I have to admit that the reason that happened was I met a cool guy...I think i talked about him before....he was that GREAT sex I had right after he and I broke up.....Well he is the in the Army and is stationed in Korea..well he got news that he was going to Iraq sooo they sent him home for a couple of weeks and he fly me to Virginia to see him...it was a bit of a risk to go but what the hell right? We only live once....
Well I had the best time! It was a short trip and I was exhausted BUT he was the greatest guy! OMIGOD the nicest, sweetest....makes me scared kinda guy....but he was so freakin nice....I left there all excited BUT!
Now he is gone to Iraq....WHY DOES IT HAPPEN like that? He is so nice and so great..and he is in Iraq!
I had gotten so used to talking to him online daily...he has been gone for all of 7 days...I miss him...
I got to meet his mom, sis, g-ma, uncle, cousins, friends....everyone was sooo nice to me....I miss him so much right now....
I have not wanted to see, meet, talk, date, fuck anyone else since that weekend....I am scaring me here...I know I know I fall so quickly! But he was so great....