Friday.
I went out on Wednesday with some guy...it was fun..her was nice but not quite my type...Am supposed to go out with my little 22 yr old friend tomorrow..
I had a rough night on Wednesday...acutally all of Wednesday was rough...I thought about him all day....Was really hurting...I ended up meeting up with my white trash biker friends and got super drunk...NOT GOOD...i called him when i was on the way home to tell him that I missed him but I got his voice mail and left him a stupid drunk I miss you message....
That was plain stupid....I didn't come into work yesterday and hung around the house ALL day...i feel better today...
But I still miss him....I hope he thinks about me and he misses me....
I hate feeling like this....
I had a rough night on Wednesday...acutally all of Wednesday was rough...I thought about him all day....Was really hurting...I ended up meeting up with my white trash biker friends and got super drunk...NOT GOOD...i called him when i was on the way home to tell him that I missed him but I got his voice mail and left him a stupid drunk I miss you message....
That was plain stupid....I didn't come into work yesterday and hung around the house ALL day...i feel better today...
But I still miss him....I hope he thinks about me and he misses me....
I hate feeling like this....