MID-80'S
So I have finally started gaining back some weight. Back in 2001 I was normal weight and maintainted and fluctuated between a normal weight. Although for the past 3 years I have been known to be "wasting away". That's what a past friend use to tell me all the time, the person of the past sometimes wouldn't even want to look at me because they thought that I looked disgusting.
Since February I have been at a healthy weight and I have been able to maintain a decent standing. I have realized that for the past 3 years I thought I was happy but I was wrong, I was content by the lies I was fed through out this friendship or whatever it was I was in.
I think I knew all along I was unhappy but it was hard to accept. Now I wish I could go back and make up for the past 3 years of lost and wasted time.
I always sit and wonder why I don't listen to people when they tell me that something isn't right or it wont work out. I appologize to Syntia for not putting any faith in her words. I know that I always say I don't want any regrets in my life, unfortunately I now have one.
Since February I have been at a healthy weight and I have been able to maintain a decent standing. I have realized that for the past 3 years I thought I was happy but I was wrong, I was content by the lies I was fed through out this friendship or whatever it was I was in.
I think I knew all along I was unhappy but it was hard to accept. Now I wish I could go back and make up for the past 3 years of lost and wasted time.
I always sit and wonder why I don't listen to people when they tell me that something isn't right or it wont work out. I appologize to Syntia for not putting any faith in her words. I know that I always say I don't want any regrets in my life, unfortunately I now have one.