I dont know how to be without him
I fucking hate opendiary. Its stupid and always down. So, here I am on livejournal- all because I'm a loser. Why am I loser, you ask? Kasra has been gone for like 15 hours and I just can't handle it. I miss him. I didn't sleep with him last night, I didnt wake up to him this morning... Sunday is always our day together and today he's 350 miles away. I know its pathetic but I haven't spent a day without him for over 6 months. We have worked so hard to be together and now he's not here and I dont know what to do. Even with my sister and baby bro here I'm a mess. I just miss him. I just want a hug from him. I couldnt even get a legitimate hug last night at the airport because I was upset and I didnt want him to see so I had to go. I talked to him last night and I was a mess. This is ridiculous and I know it but I miss him. I want to cook breakfast for him this morning. I want to watch the movie I rented last night with him but its due before he comes home. I have to go. I cant do this.