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My mom has called three times this morning, for what?? to bitch at me! Fun. I'm a horrible child, I need to be locked up for a few days, I need to be put back in school, I need to much help and she just gave up. My own mom just gave up on me, just in time for the holidays. It's fucking horrible knowing, that you've caused your mom so much hurt and pain that she is just giving up, telling you to pack it up, go to your dad's and live with him.
My plans:
Finish this school year on Ind. Study. Work full time and save most of my money. Get my GED over the summer, find roommates in some SoCal town, go to a JC there, and support myself, I know I'll only be 17 but I think if I work, have plenty of money for my first few months there, and with help from my dad, that I can get immancipated and go on my own. Just on Saturday my dad said, "Cheryl, I see way to much of me in you, and this is why I don't worry because I know if all fails, you can rely on yourself, you can do things on your own, I know your independant, and I see how you used to hold your head strong, I see thats hard for you now, but you will be able to do it again someday." I just want out of this horrible town, with its horrible people and I want out on my own, far away from here. I want to be on my own, I can handle it, and I know if I talk to Natalie she will want in on this too, and I know her mom would support it.
So those are my plans, once the new year starts I'm fully looking for a job, becuase Subway just isn't going to cut it.
My plans:
Finish this school year on Ind. Study. Work full time and save most of my money. Get my GED over the summer, find roommates in some SoCal town, go to a JC there, and support myself, I know I'll only be 17 but I think if I work, have plenty of money for my first few months there, and with help from my dad, that I can get immancipated and go on my own. Just on Saturday my dad said, "Cheryl, I see way to much of me in you, and this is why I don't worry because I know if all fails, you can rely on yourself, you can do things on your own, I know your independant, and I see how you used to hold your head strong, I see thats hard for you now, but you will be able to do it again someday." I just want out of this horrible town, with its horrible people and I want out on my own, far away from here. I want to be on my own, I can handle it, and I know if I talk to Natalie she will want in on this too, and I know her mom would support it.
So those are my plans, once the new year starts I'm fully looking for a job, becuase Subway just isn't going to cut it.