If anyone hears updates about Bud while I am gone CALL ME!
I should be showering and getting ready to drive 5 hours down to Atascadero. But I just wanted to update this, for my few real friends who read this, Bud was in and out of the emergency room last night. First he called me about 5 or so asking for me to come get him from the hosiptal, when I asked why he just said "please cheryl, please I know I am an ass but there was so much blood, and I dont know how much I snorted, the cuts there all over my wrist, please come for me Cheryl" so I did, with Natalie, when we got there he was drunk, and loaded and had the biggest bandages around his wrist, I was freaking out, Bud was throwing a fit and beating the shit out of this car, so we had to get him into my car, and try to take him to Jon and Kims, as we were driving, Bud was crushing up Valuum in the back seat, and so we picked up Logan but Bud got all jealous and tried to fight him so we just kicked both out. Then me and Natalie went out to dinner and just had a reallu fun night and just forgot about Bud, until about 9:30 or so and I got a call from Bud but I talked to the nurse mainly He had taken way to much Valuum and blacked out and was slcing his wrists, trying to cut one of his fingers off. Then he just remembers waking up getting his stomach pumped, he doesn't remember the cutting. My dad wouldn't let me go visit, and I'm glad I couldn't handle seeing him even though I wanted to go and hold his hand, tell him things will get better, and that I would be there for him. But I wont be, sad thing is no one will. Bud is a lost soul, sometimes I think he would be better off dead.