'even leaders needa breakdown'
day 3 of work week and gotta lot work done! some of the fishys are funny! no names, i dont do favorites nemore...well i guess theres exceptions to that statement.
uhm next week i get to go to astroworld with brent! YAY! since he works at s*town he gets to go there for free and brign a friend for free UNLIMITED HAHA! YEEAAAAUH!!!!!
oh yea if you wanna get your car washed come to walmart fri from 9-3 to get a free car wash!! (donations for drama dep. are much appreciated!) yes i'm gonna be there for a while-fun eh? i suppose. JUST COME PUUHLEASE!
oh! today i went to work week 9-3 and then worked at the mall 4-9. allison b is one fun chika!! "hey blaire,...i mean hands!!" haha yesss!! oh and apprently i "give the best back massages" (glad i dont actually have to say that word...heh...). so i didnt get home till like 930 but i wanted to run really bad! so i did...yes, at 9:30...dont worry i kno all the hurt spots if some rapist or w/e comes after me...but neways it was wierd cause i ran even longer than i did yesterday...i dunno why, and i got to this point where i couldnt breathe but i jus like ran faster and increasd my pace...never had i felt that immense physical pain...i wanted it though..i guess i kinda need it, its was better than emotional pain heh by far. and i noticed it took up all my energy that i have inside so its like now i cant feel for a few hours...i mean i can but i dunno i'm at ease...i guess this is my escape. i think i'm losing someone though, and its almost like theres nothin i can do about it. this was the last thing i wanted...i guess i understand if he wants space...but i tried that today...ugh it sucked.i prolly shouldnt be typing this, i dont want neone to think i'm dropping hints, i'm not. i jus dont wanna lose someone special to me. who coulda thought someting simple like space could be so hard to follow through with? but i totally understand why he needs space, and i'll give it to him, it's terribly difficult, but i'm gonna do it-for him. i'm always here for you...JUST DONT FORGET ABOUT ME
uhm, i guess this is my cue to leave~ blaire
"its jus her and the pavement
she doesnt have to be sexy
its jus her and the pavement
the rythemetic sound of her feet
are heard from afar
its just her and the pavement
and its perfect here in the dark
cause no can see the tears
its jus her and the pavement."
uhm next week i get to go to astroworld with brent! YAY! since he works at s*town he gets to go there for free and brign a friend for free UNLIMITED HAHA! YEEAAAAUH!!!!!
oh yea if you wanna get your car washed come to walmart fri from 9-3 to get a free car wash!! (donations for drama dep. are much appreciated!) yes i'm gonna be there for a while-fun eh? i suppose. JUST COME PUUHLEASE!
oh! today i went to work week 9-3 and then worked at the mall 4-9. allison b is one fun chika!! "hey blaire,...i mean hands!!" haha yesss!! oh and apprently i "give the best back massages" (glad i dont actually have to say that word...heh...). so i didnt get home till like 930 but i wanted to run really bad! so i did...yes, at 9:30...dont worry i kno all the hurt spots if some rapist or w/e comes after me...but neways it was wierd cause i ran even longer than i did yesterday...i dunno why, and i got to this point where i couldnt breathe but i jus like ran faster and increasd my pace...never had i felt that immense physical pain...i wanted it though..i guess i kinda need it, its was better than emotional pain heh by far. and i noticed it took up all my energy that i have inside so its like now i cant feel for a few hours...i mean i can but i dunno i'm at ease...i guess this is my escape. i think i'm losing someone though, and its almost like theres nothin i can do about it. this was the last thing i wanted...i guess i understand if he wants space...but i tried that today...ugh it sucked.i prolly shouldnt be typing this, i dont want neone to think i'm dropping hints, i'm not. i jus dont wanna lose someone special to me. who coulda thought someting simple like space could be so hard to follow through with? but i totally understand why he needs space, and i'll give it to him, it's terribly difficult, but i'm gonna do it-for him. i'm always here for you...JUST DONT FORGET ABOUT ME
uhm, i guess this is my cue to leave~ blaire
"its jus her and the pavement
she doesnt have to be sexy
its jus her and the pavement
the rythemetic sound of her feet
are heard from afar
its just her and the pavement
and its perfect here in the dark
cause no can see the tears
its jus her and the pavement."