life is like a box of chocolates, and i'm a diabetic!
have been sick for the too long alread. been sick since friday. don't really know who i spent my weekend. it's pretty much a blurr. i remember going online twice this weekend, and i think i called a friend saturday night, just don't remember which one. that's fucked up. i'm still not too clear on things right now. have an interview tomarrow. hope everything clears up by then. i have a migrane from hell. my blood sugar is out of control, and to top it all off, i have a cold from hell too. the migrane hurts my stomach and makes me naucious. no fun. then to make matters worse, i have to take my diabetes medicine, which has side effects from hell. this has just been a weekend from hell. i hope i haven't said or done anything to anyone out of context or anything. if i did, i hope they understand. i totally feel like shit. I HATE BEING SICK!!!! i missed a message from somenoe today. don't know who. doesn't matter. don't plan on getting back to them anytime soon whoever they are. i'm here in journal b/c i have nothing better to do, and am having a brief moment of clarity..i guess you could call it that. I HATE BEING SICK!!!! oh well. life just sucks sometimes. i guess it's all how we deal with life when it sucks that's the point not that life sucks. life sucking is the given. it's the duh of the whole situation. of course, life sucks. it's life. just suck it up and continue on. we all have to do it. it doesn't change with time.