no one understands!!

[beautifullen]

why oh why can't people understand! why can't people take the time to see things from a perspective other than their own. i may lack experiences when it comes to certain aspects of life, but i am not a child. i do not need to be handled with kid gloves. i am no one's responsibility but my own. no one is obligated to me. i neither expect nor desire to be anyone's obligation. if someone wants to be there for me or know how i tick, then fine. but DO NOT assume you know how i tick! and DO NOT assume responsibility for me!

i am so tire of people thinking they know my mind and how i feel. everyone has in their head how they think i feel. that is their truth. yet i still give into them. they have their own idea of me. they want me to join in with them but as the me they have developed in their head. like i'm some clueless twit who has never socialized or anything ever!!!!! yeah, i don't drink, i don't smoke, i don't go clubbing, i don't sleep around, i don't party hard, or whatever. does that mean i get iq points deducted?? doesn't it automatically make me a nieve twit!!!!

i don't need looking after. well, not in that way. i don't need them to shelter me like that. i'm not your responsibility!!!! i do not answer to you! you have no hold over me! you are not obligated to me! nor i to you!