I need to rant again!

Jan 10, 2012 21:23

Merlin, Gwen/Arthur, Morgana, new tv shows, personal rant behind the cut. (HA i rhymed) You can also skip this, it's pretty long. ;)

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beautifullauren January 10 2012, 21:53:27 UTC
1.-6.
Dude you have to watch some of these shows. There are some hot women in them (and men, if you are into that;) )

5. Great, i'm coming (heh) tomorrow, just give me your address. :P When is your bday? I will save some money and you'll get a rabbit. ;) White or red? :D
*sigh* That's not possible, not here, not in my environment. No one knows i like girls (my mom would probably throw me out), none of my friends are exactly pro-gay, i don't want to go to gay clubs alone (and we only have a few in another city, so i'd have to travel alone), so there is no way for me to meet a gay girl. And with my luck she'd probably be a total bitch so..LOL. I am new to all of this, and i'm scared to act on my emotions.

I know i don't, but they all seem so nice you know...you can't possibly know that they are assholes.
And it's not hollow, maybe i never met you but you just gave me the best advice, cause i can talk openly with you, and i can't do that with my real friends.

6. The part with Denna is my fav part of WFR. So you should read. ;)

LOL hon it's not new. ;) I have it for almost a year LOL. :D

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madame_denna January 10 2012, 22:29:57 UTC
1.-6.
Ok, give me your favorite and I give it a try! I'm too easy convinced with the promise of hot women! (nope, not really - but I don't hate them either).

5.
*lol* *makes space* Haha it's 2nd May! I would call it Denna and then Cara and Denna could play together *dies at thought* bwahaha.. white or red? Hard question, white I guess (what is the color for? the rabbit? yes then white) oohhh.. nooo I would call it Mistress Denna and then when its running outside I can "scare" the neighbors when I scream for my Mistress to come back to me bwahaha.. ehem sorry

I understand that, I was once in that position too. My mother was not amused and did not talk to me for a very long time (but it could have been worse I guess, my family is not religious so.. well but she was freaky in this time). Have you thought about "getting to know somebody" via internet, who maybe lives nearby and has the same "problem"? Maybe you could go out together then? I understand that you've no interest in going alone, I did it once, it was not especially fun.. I'm dragging my het friends with me now :P Even when its not well recieved when I go out with a male friend and the lesbians think we are looking for a threesome (he would not mind at all- he was kind enough to let me know haha). Oh poor bb, *hugs* is there really nobody of your friend you can talk about it? Omg I feel your pain.

And I'm glad :) I'm always here if you need/want to talk to somebody.

6. Yes I know, a lot of people said that.. ahhh *makes not to look for the book*

*lol* Really? I'm so sorry I thought the picture on the right side was new (and I had the feeling I could read a text - in this gray shades - a bit better than the last time) OK! Let me try again! =>

Btw: I love your journal style! How old or new it might be!!! :)

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beautifullauren January 10 2012, 23:18:16 UTC
1.-6.
Hmm...well i'll have to watch all of them and then let you know. I just started with TWD and it's great, but only if you like horror.

5. Cara and Denna HAHAHA. OMG, that gave me a great idea. I have to buy a new one and call it Kahlan, then CK can play together. :D Or even better CKD. :D

You know you are very lucky to have friends like that. :) To have family that understands. I'm happy for you, i sure hope you will find a great girl one day in these clubs you are going to. ;)

Have you thought about "getting to know somebody" via internet, who maybe lives nearby and has the same "problem"? Maybe you could go out together then?

Oh i thought about it more than once, but i am not comfortable with strangers, only if we'd talk beforehand, but people are impatient and lazy today, they are not interested in talking via msn or skype. I can try though.

No worries LOL, i'm glad that you like it. :D

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madame_denna January 10 2012, 23:44:43 UTC
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Please do, and no - no horror I'm a chicken when it comes to horror stuff..

5.
Kahlan and Cara => I guess that would work better for them, Denna would try to dominate Cara all the time ;)
Me too :) Thank you, I might, but I need a LotS girl who understands/accepts my addiction to Denna and that will be hard to find ;)

Of course - no meeting with strangers - but I would maybe try it again, I did it too (before I was out to my friends and stuff) and it was okay and helped me. :)

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beautifullauren January 11 2012, 00:15:16 UTC
LOL what would Denna think huh? You not being able to watch horror. ;)

Thank you, I might, but I need a LotS girl who understands/accepts my addiction to Denna and that will be hard to find ;)

Hahaha that's a big problem for me too, i don't know anyone here who loves LotS, let alone Cara. :(

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madame_denna January 11 2012, 12:57:41 UTC
Punish and train me hard and merciless I hope ;)

Me neither (in RL), it's frustrating!

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vanchidel January 23 2012, 16:56:50 UTC
I just had to join this discussion, even if a bit late, and even if a bit suddenly...

I understand at least some of your frustrations - with the environment, lack of gay people around you, lack of LotS people around you;), parents who do not know something so important about you (mine don't know either;)) - but trust me, when it all seems the bleakest possible, it is only a sign that it will become better :) And all past experiences and traumas serve only to make you stronger. And they do. I'm certain of it :)

So, anyway, if you ever wish to talk about that stuff (in Croatian or English;)) - or any other issues - I'm volunteering :)

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