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I'm having trouble finding music that describes my mood.
How is this possible?
You know, I was thinking about shit and I was just thinking about how I DON'T miss anyone from middle school. Everyone I wanted to keep in contact with I did. I mean I'm not saying I don't like anyone but who I talk to...I've tried to make bridges and be friendly, weather it worked or not I still don't miss anyone. I don't ever think about being in the different schools I met and the people I knew. If they didn't end up at my school, they've pretty much died to me except for a select few. It seems like it was and wasn't so long ago that I was all prettied up going to my 8th grade graduation. I remember how I wanted this one dress REALLY BAD because it looked like something a vampire would wear. I remember thinking I was bad ass because I met boys at a Dropkicks show. Oh man, good memories. Now I'm a junior and everything is so different. Those who worked hard and were motivated to drive are driving (or on their way to) and those who have been lazy aren't. It really surprised me when I realized what friends did and didn't go get their license/permit ASAP. I always knew I was going to get it the day I could. I even knew I'd get my license on Dec 12th. I was SO determined. And hey, i got myself this far. I'm about to buy a car, minus a small set back on some vacations this summer, but they were SO fucking worth it. Not to sounds vein or anything, but I hauled ass this summer. I worked 40 hours + a week. haha except for when Cheri and I over partied. And there were defiitely some nights where I went to bed 2 hours before I had to work. But you know what? I saved up money and now I'm going to get what I want. I need to get a job and have more income, other than what I'm doing now, but for the most part I'm making things happen for me.
I don't know how that all ties in with middle school, haha but I ranted.
I'm going to go shower, but just so everyone else knows I typed that on limited fingers because the nerves in my left hand are still weird...I got bit by a dog sunday on my inside upper arm and it messed me up pretty good. I'll be fine though.
Adios!
How is this possible?
You know, I was thinking about shit and I was just thinking about how I DON'T miss anyone from middle school. Everyone I wanted to keep in contact with I did. I mean I'm not saying I don't like anyone but who I talk to...I've tried to make bridges and be friendly, weather it worked or not I still don't miss anyone. I don't ever think about being in the different schools I met and the people I knew. If they didn't end up at my school, they've pretty much died to me except for a select few. It seems like it was and wasn't so long ago that I was all prettied up going to my 8th grade graduation. I remember how I wanted this one dress REALLY BAD because it looked like something a vampire would wear. I remember thinking I was bad ass because I met boys at a Dropkicks show. Oh man, good memories. Now I'm a junior and everything is so different. Those who worked hard and were motivated to drive are driving (or on their way to) and those who have been lazy aren't. It really surprised me when I realized what friends did and didn't go get their license/permit ASAP. I always knew I was going to get it the day I could. I even knew I'd get my license on Dec 12th. I was SO determined. And hey, i got myself this far. I'm about to buy a car, minus a small set back on some vacations this summer, but they were SO fucking worth it. Not to sounds vein or anything, but I hauled ass this summer. I worked 40 hours + a week. haha except for when Cheri and I over partied. And there were defiitely some nights where I went to bed 2 hours before I had to work. But you know what? I saved up money and now I'm going to get what I want. I need to get a job and have more income, other than what I'm doing now, but for the most part I'm making things happen for me.
I don't know how that all ties in with middle school, haha but I ranted.
I'm going to go shower, but just so everyone else knows I typed that on limited fingers because the nerves in my left hand are still weird...I got bit by a dog sunday on my inside upper arm and it messed me up pretty good. I'll be fine though.
Adios!