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HEY!!!!
I just realized I haven't really given the livejournal a thorough updating lately, and well I believe it is in need of one.
Life is going good...I think. It seems like school is miserable because all I do is take that goddamn mcas test. On top of it I'm trying to score advanced on the english part of it ((which is what I'm taking right now)) and at least proficient on the math, so i can get free college tuition. That would totally rock my socks and my mom would definitely buy me a car haha. Aside from school life is going okay. I mean lately I've been a rollercoaster of emotions, which even though you may not believe it, isn't like me. I'm not one of those girls who sits in her room and cries, but that's the position I've been finding myself in for the last few days. Sunday-today have been tough. Sunday I was in bed for most of the day after comming back to my moms because I got in a fight with Mi Padre. I was crying, and all saturday night I laid in bed shaking uncontrolably. At like 3am in the morning my fever (which I had since that morning) decided to go through the roof. When I'm sick is when I need someone the most, heh...and as usual Zack wasn't there to come by. I was like "great, no one wants me." It sucked. I think he's comming over Friday night to cuddle with me<333 I hope so, all I've needed for the last week is someone to lay in my bed with me and tell me everything's going to be okay. I just want to feel someoene's arms around me...you know?
ANYWAYS
...I went to hang outwith Edwin last night, and I did have a lot of fun. He bought me the new HH cd. Which is weird becsuse I never listen to them, haha but I decided Iwanted it and he bought it for me. Then he took me to get a chicken cesar salad wrap because theyre yummy and I haven't been eating well lately. He made fun of the way I at it though. I unwrap the whole thing and don't eat the iceburg lettuce. Haha. Then there was this giant
cruton, and I look at him puzzled and go "how do I eat this?" He then priceeds to take it and eat it. I was like "HEY!!!!!!! I WANTED THAT CRUTON!!!" Oh man, we laughed so hard.
After that we decided to head down to the apple store to see if I could get my old pink ipod fixed, since someone stole my nano =(. I ws talking to the guy, and he couldn't figure out what was wrong with it, but I worked up the concept that my warranty was up, and I didn't have the money to fix it (even though edwin would have paid for it) and they guy replaced my ipod. FOR FUCKING FREE!
Tonight I went out with Samson<3. We went to beach, and I found a sand dollar. THen I tackled him and we laid on the beach and looked up at the sin setting for a while. It was so nice<3. Then we got into a sand fight, and named a hermit crab bacardi!
Then he took me out to eat <3. I tried a ruben for the first time and it was yummy! Then I went back to his house and met his mom, gma, and dad. OH and he has a dog named Morgan. Guess what My dog is named....CAPTAIN! HAHA! Who would have thought it?
I think his parents really liked me which makes me happy. Maybe things might get better for me, but in the meantime I'm going to go back to being miserable and feeling used. akak, ry myself to sleep.
Night all!
I just realized I haven't really given the livejournal a thorough updating lately, and well I believe it is in need of one.
Life is going good...I think. It seems like school is miserable because all I do is take that goddamn mcas test. On top of it I'm trying to score advanced on the english part of it ((which is what I'm taking right now)) and at least proficient on the math, so i can get free college tuition. That would totally rock my socks and my mom would definitely buy me a car haha. Aside from school life is going okay. I mean lately I've been a rollercoaster of emotions, which even though you may not believe it, isn't like me. I'm not one of those girls who sits in her room and cries, but that's the position I've been finding myself in for the last few days. Sunday-today have been tough. Sunday I was in bed for most of the day after comming back to my moms because I got in a fight with Mi Padre. I was crying, and all saturday night I laid in bed shaking uncontrolably. At like 3am in the morning my fever (which I had since that morning) decided to go through the roof. When I'm sick is when I need someone the most, heh...and as usual Zack wasn't there to come by. I was like "great, no one wants me." It sucked. I think he's comming over Friday night to cuddle with me<333 I hope so, all I've needed for the last week is someone to lay in my bed with me and tell me everything's going to be okay. I just want to feel someoene's arms around me...you know?
ANYWAYS
...I went to hang outwith Edwin last night, and I did have a lot of fun. He bought me the new HH cd. Which is weird becsuse I never listen to them, haha but I decided Iwanted it and he bought it for me. Then he took me to get a chicken cesar salad wrap because theyre yummy and I haven't been eating well lately. He made fun of the way I at it though. I unwrap the whole thing and don't eat the iceburg lettuce. Haha. Then there was this giant
cruton, and I look at him puzzled and go "how do I eat this?" He then priceeds to take it and eat it. I was like "HEY!!!!!!! I WANTED THAT CRUTON!!!" Oh man, we laughed so hard.
After that we decided to head down to the apple store to see if I could get my old pink ipod fixed, since someone stole my nano =(. I ws talking to the guy, and he couldn't figure out what was wrong with it, but I worked up the concept that my warranty was up, and I didn't have the money to fix it (even though edwin would have paid for it) and they guy replaced my ipod. FOR FUCKING FREE!
Tonight I went out with Samson<3. We went to beach, and I found a sand dollar. THen I tackled him and we laid on the beach and looked up at the sin setting for a while. It was so nice<3. Then we got into a sand fight, and named a hermit crab bacardi!
Then he took me out to eat <3. I tried a ruben for the first time and it was yummy! Then I went back to his house and met his mom, gma, and dad. OH and he has a dog named Morgan. Guess what My dog is named....CAPTAIN! HAHA! Who would have thought it?
I think his parents really liked me which makes me happy. Maybe things might get better for me, but in the meantime I'm going to go back to being miserable and feeling used. akak, ry myself to sleep.
Night all!