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So everyone's in love. Love is just everywhere. It's sweet. yet draining on the soul. For me at least. I had a lady who had quite a bit of imput in my life tell me that the reason I'm hesitant to get into a relationship is because I've been hurt pretty badly. By her own Nephew at that. She told me however, that the only way to move on is to get into a new realtionship. But not to get into a relationship just for the ake of moving on, and that I'm going to have to kiss a lot of toads before I find a prince. Well, let's see...how many toads have I kissed in the last few months? Eric, Zach, Steve, Corey, the other Zack, Edwin...fuck. I'm sick of kissing toads. Well, hopefully I won't be for mch longer. I don't know. See I met this kid while camping, and I like him...more than the others. There's something different about him, something, wholesome. He's my age. Well no not really, he's 16. But like, it's not like he graduated or anything. I wish I knew him better...we spent three hours together...THREE...But there's something in his eye that I seeemed to like. Something different, something special. Well, I'm sure it won't work out. Which sucks. But you know the last few toads I've kissed have weather been having sex with their ex-girlfriends, lost interest, or just been obsessive over me. JESUS CHRIST SEND ME A PRINCE. Please.
In other news...
So yeah, I went camping. Oh fun fun! Cheri and I went with her sister Jen, her Fiancee' and their 8 month old daughter. I'll jsut give you and overview of our weekend...
Overly-packed car..
Cute baby in back seat with Cheri and I scrunched between seat cushions and our bags.
Getting up there and pitching tents.
Cheri and I discovering our tent was the shape of a coffin and about 5 feet long and 6 feet wide...
Going with Cheri's sister to blaze, by booze, and smokes.
Went back to camp and got drunk...
Peed.
Went to bed.
Woke up at 630 A fucking M!
Cooked breakfast over the fire...(we had no money and a small piece of a crill)
Took a shower.
Went back to bed until like 2.
Woke up went to waterslide.
Cheri went back to bed.
Read for a while.
Stole firewood from a gas station (Yeah I'm that cool)
Found out there was a dance and went.
The dance was a bunch of little kids so we ditched it and got drunk.
Went back an hour later to the dance when it was dark and danced to techno.
I joined a random conga linewith a bunch of guys.
Cheri and I talked to the guys..mnade firneds with them.
Went back to our camp and I smoked a Black, and shared it with the eldes boy, Chris.
Went back to their camp. Chilled.
I decided I wanted my camera so Chris walked me back to my camp.
We held hands, he guided my drunk ass through the woods.
I got my camera and put it in his pocket.
While walked back to his camp I tripped on a hill and we both fell.
He looked into my eyes and kissed me while I was laying on the ground.
It was an amazing night.
Oh and then we left the next morning.
(Ps...I bought some more American Eagle Jeans today because I love them)