Now it's famine.
Restaurant didn't work out (they hired another girl and decided it "just wasn't working out" with me, which I take to mean that the other girl was thin and I am not so I was no longer needed). Still working doggie daycare, but probably reducing my hours because the dogs don't listen to me and I'm not doing a good job, so I'm only going to work receptionist shifts, but there are only 2 open for me to have. I have applied to close to 50 jobs in the last 2 weeks, not a single call back yet. If I don't find more work soon I don't know what I'm going to do, I'm making so little money that I moved out of my apartment and in with Josh because I can't afford to pay rent.
I want a stable job. I want health insurance. I want a hair cut. I want to not worry how I'm going to buy groceries or gas or pay the back rent I owe my landlord. I want to stop being a complete and total loser.
Ok, I will try and put some positives in this post. Living with Josh is actually pretty great. I won Ingrid Michaelson tickets this week, so we went to her show on Wednesday. She was awesome, it was so weird to see her in a large venue with a full band backing her up. I've been to the gym twice this week, and going a third time today. The new Jewel opened yesterday and they are having a beer tasting with Goose Island, so I will get groceries there today ($1.49 gallon of milk FTW!).
That's all I've got right now.
I want a stable job. I want health insurance. I want a hair cut. I want to not worry how I'm going to buy groceries or gas or pay the back rent I owe my landlord. I want to stop being a complete and total loser.
Ok, I will try and put some positives in this post. Living with Josh is actually pretty great. I won Ingrid Michaelson tickets this week, so we went to her show on Wednesday. She was awesome, it was so weird to see her in a large venue with a full band backing her up. I've been to the gym twice this week, and going a third time today. The new Jewel opened yesterday and they are having a beer tasting with Goose Island, so I will get groceries there today ($1.49 gallon of milk FTW!).
That's all I've got right now.