i feel sick and you just don't care anymore

[beautifulflames]

they brought kurt's body home today
we lined the streets with flags and signs
as the hearse drove by everyone just started crying
my mom was an emotional wreck
i had no idea what to do
i had to try so hard to hold back tears
and it didn't work
it was just so...
sad

this man drove by as we were waiting
he raised his fist in the air as he passed
with a big smile on his face
it was beautiful
it made me feel proud
proud to just be standing there for kurt

as we got in our cars to leave
i looked out my mirror at my mom
she was just sitting in the van crying
i cried the whole way home

last night sucked
work was ridiculous
boys are ridiculous
and stupid
and make me sad

jesse came over last night
and we talked and talked and talked until 3 in the morning
about boys and girls and their stupidity

happy 21st birthday, yo.

I SAW GRAYSON TONIGHT!
he made me SO happy
i went to see the play chadwick was in
will came to see his beloved meg (they make me sick in all their cuteness)
it was great to see chadwick
and WONDERFUL to see grayson

back to work tomorrow.
working all mornings this week, which is nice.

peace out.

i want ice cream.